stuck
frustrated
annoyed
confused
conversations
no explanation
purge me of every thought in my head
one
at a time
scream
respond
people
in the middle of the night
everyone
in a delusional land
refuse
acknowledge
no control
release
into the abyss
scream
fall
see where the ground meets
life
ends or begins or keeps going
know
about anything
at any point for any reason
scream
disappear forever
never over
it will always have happened
mandated
pain
SILENCE